Sonya Cheney

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onward + embracing what might be a futile effort.

June 17, 2022 by Sonya Cheney 1 Comment

Another hideaway in my backyard

I saw a post–an Instagram story–earlier today that sparked a feeling of unfamiliarity in myself as I was, of all things, brushing my teeth. It was a pair of people in a park working on zines together, and I found myself wondering where that part of me went over the past few years. I’ve tried repeatedly to put out a new zine, even getting so far as writing, printing, and pasting a few pages together, but I can never seem to follow through. As much as it feels like something is missing in not creating zines in any regular fashion anymore, I also can’t find a desire strong enough to do it.

I also realized over the past few months that I don’t write poetry anymore. It’s as if I forgot how to do it one day. I forgot how much I enjoyed it, the feeling of sitting outside with a blanket and notebook and water bottle just writing. Instead, my days became full of toddler time–a different kind of joy and commitment, as I’ve changed diapers and cooked meals and generally tried to keep him entertained. Through it all, I just–forgot. In the best weeks, I would work for a while on my young adult novel, but after almost two years, it doesn’t feel much further along than after I finished the first draft. (Someday…, she says with fingers crossed.)

As you might notice by looking at the date of this post and the one before it, I haven’t found it in myself to blog in over a year, either. I’m not sure why, because blogging feels at least somewhat less–futile?–than assembling an entire zine that only four or five people will read. It’s not that maintaining a blog is easier, but rather that it’s more immediate. I can write for an hour or ten minutes or five days, and I can hit publish as soon as I feel satisfied with what I’ve put down on the digital page. As long as I don’t look at my blog traffic, I have no idea if only five (or zero) people read my posts, compared to selling zines and knowing exactly how many copies I’ve sent out of any given issue. And to be honest, it’s pretty easy for me to ignore the traffic numbers these days. Consider it just one more IDGAF side effect of another year going by.

The most recent page in (one of) my art journals.

I suppose, after a year’s hiatus, an update of sorts is in order. Let’s do it in the form of a currently list, shall we?

Currently

Watching // lots of YouTube–scrapbooking and art journaling channels, plant person channels, and witchcraft channels mostly
Reading // She Who Became the Sun by Shelley Parker-Chan
Listening // podcasts: Someplace Under Neith, Last Podcast on the Left, Faculty of Horror, Sounds Like a Cult, and Good Mourning Nancy; plus a lot of emo + riot grrl playlists on Spotify
Making // prep/foundation pages for my Week in the Life scrapbook for next week’s community documenting period
Feeling // sad, grieving over the loss of my sixteen-year-old cat Charlie last week; grateful for the kind of life I get to live each day with my family
Planning // trips and visits with friends, all the way through November!
Loving // oddly enough, summer days. I was never much of a summer person growing up, and it still isn’t my favorite season (autumn, of course), but I’ve found ways to enjoy it so much more over the years, and I’m finally appreciating days full of lemonade, playing in the yard with Finn, and forever attempting to maintain a vegetable garden. (Spoiler alert: This was not my year.)

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scenes from my art journal.

May 19, 2021 by Sonya Cheney Leave a Comment

Mixed media art journaling has become a major part of my life and routine over the past couple of months. I look forward to sitting down at my craft desk at the end of a few days throughout the week and making an absolute mess. A few months ago I managed to get two Jane Davenport mixed media journals for $5 each (the last in Michaels!), and since then I’ve been filling each page with paint, crayons, paper scraps, and so much more. I thought I would pop in and share a few of the spreads I’ve worked on since then.

This was the first page I did inspired by Roxanne’s (bybun) Lyrical course, and I learned so damn much from that course. You’ll see in the other spreads in the post that certain techniques have stuck with me since I first worked through it. At the time, I was listening to the Anne with an E soundtrack pretty much on repeat, so I had this song by The Tragically Hip stuck in my head for days. It only made sense to use it in the spread. To be honest, I’m not even sure if it’s finished. Technically, I got to the end of the course with it, but I can see some details that I could add or improve on. I may or may not go back to it in the future.

This one was actually inspired by the colors before the song. I was in the mood for a good pink spread, and I was struck by the idea of adding lyrics from a Hole song to it. I listened to a couple of songs from Live Through This over a few days, but it wasn’t until I got one of those special edition magazines at Target–this one all about witchcraft–that I figured out where to go with the spread as a whole. The image, the lyrics, and the contrasting bubblegum color was way too much fun in the best possible way.

Finally with this last one I moved away from the song lyrics and ended up with a quote by Maya Angelou. This spread is in progress, and it was a challenge for me because I don’t often work with most pastel shades of blue, but I’m loving the push outside of my comfort zone. It started with gelli printing on the two pages just to have a somewhat prepped background, and when I saw the butterfly page in the P13 Always & Forever paper pad, I knew I had to fussy cut them and use the butterfly imagery as a centerpiece. From there, I just googled “quotes about butterflies” until I found one I liked. I actually wouldn’t have ordered the pack myself, but it came free with a Scrapbook.com order, and I’m glad I added it to the order because I’m loving what’s come of it.

I’ve also started making mixed media artist trading cards, and that’s such a joy in itself. You can peek one at the top of each photo. I’m planning on sending them out with orders when I reopen my Etsy shop next month, and I’m having a fun time getting a collection of them ready to go.

I couldn’t guess how much this new hobby would mean to me when I first started on it, but wow. Wow. I am blown away by how positive it has been for me these past few months, and I’m so grateful to have jumped in.

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